Learn & Grow

 Been a while since I wrote one of these things. But I just felt like this was needed. Not only to just release how I’ve been feeling and what I’ve been going through. But to connect to those who feel the same and don’t know what to do. 22 years young. Wow time have fly past so fast. So fast that you gotta make sure you take a moment to appreciate life. Take in those little moments. Appreciate those around you before it’s too late. Most importantly appreciate yourself for how far you’ve came. Some of you may feel like your kind of lost in life. Or feel like you’ve failed. True is we need to get lost once is in awhile. Everyone’s has a little bump on the road during their path. Some may get lost and take wrong turns. But it’s all about getting back to the right path and getting back on track. 

It’s okay to get lost and not know what to do with your life. Just can’t give up on yourself. For me I know one day I don’t wanna work a 9-5 anymore really. I don’t want to keep working for someone. One day I want to be my own boss. I want to build wealth. Not just for me but for my next generation. For now I just have to keep my head down and keep working. Keep growing and improving myself everyday. Some days I don’t feel like doing anything. Days where I feel like I’m back into my depressed days. Probably some of the darkest days I’ve ever gone through. But Sometimes we have to do what we have to do. Being an adult I realize the world don’t stop for nobody. Take some time to be sad then snap back into reality and get going. 

Failure = Learning. There’s days where I definitely feel like I failed at life. But my problem was that I kept comparing myself to others people lives. And that’s one of biggest reasons we start to lost faith in ourselves. Because we be comparing us to others. Everyone has their own journey. They own path of getting there. Take your own time. You’re still young. Don’t feel like you’re left behind because they’re ahead. It’s not a race but a marathon. Most important you have to do is keep growing and never give up on yourself. Never lost faith in your abilities. Things have for a reason. We won’t know why at the moment. But we will eventually. 

Almost 2 years since I haven’t wrote. Life been pretty busy. That adult life is not a joke man I’ll tell you. I swear it’s like every week it’s a bill coming through the mail. But this is the life that we would’ve had to live eventually. I just wish I could’ve stayed a kid a little longer. Wished I haven’t had to grow up faster than others did. But like I said we all had to do things we didn’t want too. Some get dealt great hands and others not so great. But we have to play it out no matter what. Bet on yourself and double down. 

 

I hope some of y’all that’s reading this is doing your best in life. If no one told you yet I am so fuckingproud of you. Proud that you haven’t gave up on yourself yet. You’ve overcame a lot of shit. Be proud of yourself and all the progress you’ve done. Even if no one notices. You did that shit. You’re a different breed homie. Make sure whatever pain or whatever you holding on too that’s making you sinking let that shit go so you can grow. Just accept it and keep going. Thank you for reading this. I hope you could relate in a way and it help you give yourself more strength to keep going. Remember you got this. If no one believe in you. You got yourself. And you got me. ONLY THE STRONGEST SURVIVE