Neva Fold

    Sometimes we stress ourselves too much with problems we can’t control. We put way too much unnecessary weight on top of our shoulders. Sometimes we care too much. Or worry too much. We think so much that at some point we make ourselves feel less of a person because of our fuck ups. But once you learn there’s only so much you can do. There’s only so much shit you can control in your life. You have to realize that in order to grow, you have to let that shit go. In order to reach for that future, let go of that past thats weighing you down. Stop living for others expectations. Start living for you.

    Past few months life been really just ups and downs. Highs and lows. Lately I’ve been really unhealthy. Unhappy with myself. No one else’s fault but me. I keep being mad at myself for it. But there’s no point of doing that if you aren’t going to do anything about the situation. You control your journey. You are the author of your story. You have the ability to make the chapter a good one, a bad one, or a learning one. Nothing will change if you don’t make the change. Everything starts and ends with you. 

      For my people struggling with this mental health battle, this life battle. It’s going to be okay. Not saying it just to say it. I know it. We hear that shit a lot. We just have to keep going. Put your head down and keep working. World ain’t stopping for anyone. That pain you got in you is not going to last forever. Keep going. Because if no one ain’t tell you yet. I am proud of you. Sometimes all we want is appreciation. Some love. Some acknowledgement. I see how hard you’re working on yourself. Even if no one see it or tell you. I am proud of you. This life shit is not easy at all. But that’s the beauty of it. Sometimes it’s really shitty that most of us go through way more than others. But that’s what builds us. That’s what make us. Pain build character. Turn that pain into hustle. We are a different breed remember that. 

     One thing about life though is that we will always continue to learn and grow. No matter the age. No matter how bad we fuck up sometimes. We will always have that chance to learn and grow from it. Never too late to fix your mistakes. You would only ever be a failure if you never go back and try again. Don’t quit don’t give in. Life is all about the highs and lows. Think of it like a lifeline. You want That shit to always going up and down. But when it stays in the middle, what’s does that mean? Exactly. We need the lows in life. No matter how low that shit can get, you will always get back to that top. 

     Keep fighting. Keep believing. Best believe you’re doing great. Remember Slow motion is better than no motion. Without struggle there’s no progress. And only the strongest survives in this game called life.